What's happening I hear you ask... Well, a lot!
Firstly, with regards to my last post, it did not last long... On Wednesday, I had a 'moment' which meant I had to leave, there and then at lunch time. I simply could not stay any longer, I was not really in the right frame of mind to be at work, but more so, I had to be at home, in bed, and I found myself just looking at some photo's... I have ow booked myself in to speak with someone, and talk about how I am feeling, desperately lost, no enthusiasm and barely sleeping or eating.
A return to more regular blogging WILL return shortly, and I will let you know what happens after my visit this afternoon...
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Sweetie, You have been through some major crap! No one expects you to bounce back and be the self you were before Louise and the babies passed. Don't be so hard on yourself.
ReplyDeleteI remember someone saying to me a mere 6 months after I lost Katie, "Oh you mean you aren't over it?"
It's been 24 years now and although I live with it, there are days, like the recent anniversary of the accident, that just kill me.
I'm glad you are going to speak to someone. I think that this is a very good thing.
Please know you can always write or call or come for a visit. Our home is open to you.
Love and hugs!
Maribeth & Jack